#31: Guess what I'm done writing you songs.

EXAM WEEK.

Exam week in UM is just pure hell. Too much hypocrisy and anguish injecting the air. Not just because of the papers, it involves relationships being screwed up too.

I'm sorry that I don't live up to your expectations. I'm sorry that I'm not that dreamgirl girlfriend that you've always imagined. I'm sorry that I don't call or text you or reply you 24-7. I'm sorry that I don't give my boyfriend much attention. I'm sorry that I'm not the type of girlfriend who clings with the boyfriend all the time.

I just couldn't be all that because I'm none of it. But if that's what's gonna make things better, then I rest my case, I will do it. I know things will never be the same, but just because my heart is still filled with you.

Pushing forward and arching back, bring me closer to heart attack. Say goodbye and just fly away. When you come back, I have something to say.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM SINGLE NOW. I guess the hardest part of ending is Starting again.

Loves, xx

Listening to: One in a Million by NeYo

Note to self: 29th Nov has ALWAYS BEEN A FCKED UP DAY. No offense tho, just saying ;)