Just because; I still hope for these fervid smiles.
STUCK IN YESTERDAY, AND STILL RUNNING FROM TOMORROW.
I always have a fear that a good inception will lead to a loathsome ending. Holidays always perish all those heavenly dream of relaxation. I know it sounds ironic. But it does to me :/ I rather stay in college and keep a close distance with them bestfriends just because I have isolophobia. Yes, fear of being alone. Not to be dramatic, but, I don't like the idea of being isolated, it makes my confidence drain out. That might sound selfish, but I just do not want infelicity to crawl up myself and making me feel miserable all along the supposedly fun holidays.
All the misunderstandings and sudden detachments between us; I hope it's venial. More years to come ahead us, and all that I hope is; we will not too caught up with ourselves and keep anything apart & away from each other. May just love rive up the years and no regrets :) InsyaAllah, Amin. And I am definitely keeping my fingers cross that all the bonds between us solidify even harder and stronger than before.
I thank God; we are still close like siblings and we still have that jollity that we used to had ♥ To be honest, I just can't afford of losing such good people like you boys & girls :)
LOL, don't get me wrong, it's just a thought that came running through my mind :) Okay I lied, I miss them boys :')
Loves, xx.
Listening to: Firework by Katy Perry
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