Sunday, February 6, 2011

#61: In our blood, and in our soul.

How you like it the new Panties I bought for you from Topshop, Annishka? ;) Feelin' smart?


Life has been peachy. Well, at least after I grow up and wake up; after watching 500 Days of Summer, which amazingly amused my gleefully mind, and suddenly turned it into a depressing one. But then, nothing could break my full of colours mind, so, I was back into my surfeit mind :) I might just teleport myself to wonderland with the state of mind that I am currently in, can't stop grinning. This might just be the start to a whole new phase that I hope is right to be created; a no salt-on-wound feelings and words kind of phase. The feeling of starting this new phase is just crazy, it's like I have 87 kind of madness in me and I would like to experiment all of them in this plastic chain of society! I am THAT delirious!

I am just too frantic to even think how to start. I would love to pick up all those horrible, depressing pieces, and flush them down the emancipated city and just bloom those new incarnation pieces with cupcakes taste feelings, the joy you get when you delusionally think that you're a unicorn. Next, I would well, forgive all those people who has been categorised in my antagonists list, which I do literally have one. Just because I think I deserve to be free of negative karma. I shall support that with, well, just like what my dearest best friend; Iqbal Ripangi said; add a little hint of kindness and optimism in it, it's like you topped your sweet tarts with fresh raspberries. Get me? The feelings are just that good. So, I shall be that lass contented with kindness, happiness, optimism and wrap myself in a cotton candy sweetness. That is so moi in high school years, ahh, no wonder my past years were much better. I was like this magnet to positive karmas. Now it all made sense.

So, starting my rabbit year (or I would like to keep thinking it as a Bunny Year, which sounded horny to me, but whatever I like it that way, nope, nothing kinky, but I do.) with positive karmas (i hope), pushing every paranoia that has been clouding me, also those harmful vibes. Hi, you're looking to a girl that is secretly content with lovely literature, coffees, long talks, American indie peculiar songs, indie corny movies, and anything that would give her the delicious cupcakes taste and riding on unicorn feelings ;) (I shall put this on my About Me section that was supposed to be full of pride and boastful words, but now replacing it with a mellow one? Yes.)

I am just too bubbly and perky to even think about loathsome things. Sorry depression, you ain't my friend anymore. I hope I could lessen my sighs too! I hope, so here it goes. Back to my Physics assignment (I will try not to sigh on this no matter how hard it is), touching up my English presentation skills and also my Tamadun Islam & Asia's research (which will bring me back to the university library, yeah Hi, you will probably see me there everyday now.). Ahh, with tonnes of tests coming around, I shall get geared up. Though it sounded boring and might get you in your lazy shoes, but I will stick to my vow. Positive karma positive karma positive karma, I shall chant. Toodles Sweethearts ♥

P/S: Should I lessen my writings? 15 posts for the last month was just a bit too much for me. Don't you think so? Yay? Nay? It's like I'm talking to myself, but in a plethora way.





Loves, xx.
Listening to: Beat Control by Tilly and The Wall

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