#72: How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable?

STAY CALM. Yeap, you are going to do fine this semester. Everything is alright :) Starting to think that I should have those around me for someone whose hormones are constantly running wildly like mine :p GOOD LUCK FELLOW COURSEMATES & FRIENDS ♥

My thoughts lately have been pretty much unorthodox. Not saying that I've been acting all idiosyncratic or peculiar though. Just, my thoughts. Have been running through my mind wildly and peculiarly. What was I thinking? First year degree Finals is like right now, and I am constantly losing focus and keep on thinking about unnecessary things. I have to suppress these emotions, these idiosyncrasies and lessen my apathy towards my studies.

I had done 3 papers so far. Two history-based papers and one information skills paper. Being an eccentric nerd in disguise, I actually managed to memorize the 2 whole books; full of Malay texts, full of history of how ethnic relations is related to government development and nationalism. Or even worse, different types of civilizations around the globe and how it affects one another. Not to forget, I actually cramped up all the constitutions done by Malaysian Government into my brain. Yes. I did. And I still have that ability to do so just like those days in high school :) This is the girl who you think is a bimbo; who actually has never scored less than an A in all her History papers in school. Yes. This. Do not dare to challenge me when it comes to studies when you have not seen how I put all my efforts into it :)

So, I guess I'll be on hiatus for awhile? When I say awhile, it really means like just a few days though, hahaha ;) Internet is the biggest distraction anyone could ever have, or at least it does to me.. Anyhow, I just realized, this holding back to memories mannerism of mine is really starting to beleaguer me. Just look at my blog posts. Should really post on 7th's College Dinner (reminded me when my last post was about 12th College's Dinner, or was it thaaaaaat memorable, I. just. couldn't. let. it. go. okay) Just do not start.

Isn't it sad that we're all so young, yet we're so depressed, alone, forgotten, paranoid, judgmental and afraid of the future? What happened to being young, living life, having fun and not giving a fck? :)

Loves, xx

Listening to: The Show Goes On by Lupe Fiasco