The feeling of relief when you finally tell out what's burdening your mind all this while is just.. breathless.
So, the week when the Geology Senior-Junior Interaction Day happened, I actually stayed back in college. Yes, I did not go back home, proves how much I'm giving commitment to college and university. Plus, Pakka's bestfriend since his high school days was in college with us; Dayat :) Surprisingly, although I have only known Dayat for just a few days, but I can already click really well with him. It's like there's some sort of bond between us 3. Or maybe, because I went through this really massive, deep heart-to-heart session with both of these boys on the Interaction Day at the department. At that point of life, I have never felt like I could trust any other guys more than the both of them. I just let out whatever that has been burdening me all this while. All those running away from my feelings, all those dissatisfactions and disappointments that I've been keeping, all those little secret joys, basically everything; it was oh hell too good to be let out to someone.
I got so heartbroken that Saturday. I was all like lying on the back of Pakka's car and singing sad songs. And hitting myself with all these negative auras. I was annoying in short. Yes, I was. And the boys decided to go to Sunway Pyramid. Dayat insisted that everything will be alright after I have my really late lunch with them. So, I followed. And while we were walking in the mall, I actually popped out a question “Is it okay if I cry in between you guys like right now because I'm really heartbroken right now..” and Oh my, the both of them started to go like “Oh no, girl, you did not just.. no, don't! We're going to eat and you'll be alright. Oh come on!” Too cute, it was like a New Girl's Jess moment for me that time.
Later after the late lunch, we decided to go for archery. I swear to God, the instructor must have thought I'm super stupid or bimbo or something. I kept on losing my focus til the boys went like“Imagine that board that you're shooting at is your enemy's head. Aim it, and shoot it right through that psycho motherfucker's brain.” AND IT FREAKING WORKED! My accuracy and aiming was really high til the instructor was so flabbergasted by it and said “Eh, bagus pulak awak ni!” And yeah, I did this really weird wheehooo.. Mood killer please. Hahahahaha :p
After that, I got dragged into playing Bowling (which I totally suck at!). I mean, I don't even know how to aim it right. I just grab a ball and roll it, and back to my seat. The boys were just shaking their heads away until again, they told me to focus and aim it right like I did in Archery.“Those pins are the teeth of that psycho motherfucker, aim it!” And, well, I bet you guessed it right, my ball was so straight, and I don't suck at it anymore! :D
The next day, they got me into going for a karaoke with them at Red Box in The Gardens. Oh boy, it was indeed our lucky day as Dayat got us to karaoke for free through this lucky draw that they were having! Oh myyyy :D We karaoked for like 8 hours straight and had our dinner there too! God, I love these boys soooo much :D
They totally ease my pain, and I was back on track. Stronger than before. Fresher than I have ever felt. Alaaa, I sayang Pakka and Dayat so much please! :')
Loves, xx
Listening to: Americano by Lady Gaga
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