Honestly, as I’m writing this, I am still figuring on how to wrap up my 2011 in such a short post and how to deliver the right words on my exact feelings about it.
My 2011 has been the best so far. It sounds cliché, but that’s just weirdly very true. You know how I started off my 2011.. it was pretty dark with the thoughts of it’s going to be another gloomy year ahead, no colours in it. Semester 2 was pretty harsh on me. The drama, the abandon, the unspoken words, the tangles, the shattered hopes, everything just too harsh and hard except for the last day of it with the unexpected euphoric surprises (and also the way off-charts high pointers). That last day was the only thing that made sunshine seems possible.
In the middle of the year, my luck starts to turn the other way round. Started off with my high pointer, everything after that managed to make me believe that happiness is possible this year. My part-time job, the offers and the salary. Although, there were times that kicked me so hard that I almost shatter down; but.. as time passes by, everything just work by its own, slowly graduating from gloomy to much brighter days.
Then, came the 3rd semester. It started just good. There were ups and downs. It was pretty rough at first until I managed to make decisions. I am by far, the worst decision maker ever. But, to my surprise, the decisions that I made lately, they’re the ones that turn my frowns upside down. I lost a few people in my life, but then I learned that I actually have found a few that are just too precious! My smiles are then gradually turning into grins all the way til the end of the year.
My December was the best month. It has never happened that way before because everytime towards my birthday, things will start to crumble, but not this year; not at all. I am so content with the decisions made and whatever happened especially with the man i love ;)
I’m so happy I can’t even express it in words!
So, my conclusion about 2011? Probably the best year so far. Taught me tough life lessons and this post will remind me of how strong I could be everytime I feel like I’m at my lowest point in life. This post will also remind me that I am actually really stronger standing off alone sometimes and everything happens for a reason, yes they do.
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