This is dedicated to everyone that has been bullied, cyberbullied, backstabbed, bad mouthed and etcetera :) Chin up; you deserve all the smiles in the world.
My
Twitter timeline is 40% dominated by high school students. Mostly are my
juniors, friends, younger sister’s friends. Yes, I am friends with juniors
because I don’t believe in all this ‘high school’ hierarchy thing of where
you’re a senior, so it’s not cool to mingle with juniors. Absolutely utter
bullshit. Anyone can be friends despite of the ages. (One will soon learn this
once step into working life, where you’ll face a lot of people of different
ages and learn how age is just a number). It actually amazed me how some kids
could be so mature in thinking while some 20’s on my timeline could be so
immature over petty things. It’s a shame I must admit. I am already 21, yet
some of those of my age still enjoy ‘high school’ drama among themselves –
backstabbing, bad mouthing, judging, spreading rumours, etc. Some of the high
school kids could solve their problems maturely. For example, when they fight
over something, they then confront one another. Here I am, tried to make those
simple mature acts, but got bashed so badly. It’s true, we can never please the
society. You can be 50, and still act immaturely, and no one can ever say
you’re immature because of your age. Yes, congratulations all, for having such
society these days. My point is, despite of how old you are, you will face all
these kind of immature things along the way. The only thing that can draw you
out from the line of having a mentality like theirs is to well, stick to
believing in being you, having a mature mind. They don’t like you and talk behind
your back while you do nothing at all to them? Forget them, chin up, move
forward. They don’t harm you, not in any way of this life that they can harm
you. Look at those that still stand by your side, why are they still on your
side? Why do they still love you? Hold onto those reasons and live a better
life than those immature bunch that try to see you lose. Keep your anger and
turn those anger into something positive, like maybe to push you to study
harder? Yes? Yes, do that. It is possible to do. I’ve done it before. It works.
But you have to have a strong heart and mind, and stand still on your life’s
principle. Leave behind those that eat you up. If they can do such bad things
to you, they are no good for you, at all.
I
know getting backstabbed, bad mouthed or such (especially on social networks)
sucks. It’s a pain. Especially for girls. I have been through it, in fact,
going through one right now. But, think again, is it worth it for trying to fix
something that those loser bunch do not want to fix? You’re wasting your time
fixing. Instead, if they do not want you to be a part of their life, then
leave. They actually just want you to be a part of their life, just for their
entertainment, something to laugh at, and something to gossip on. They are just
wasting their time. See? They just want to see you fall. Don’t ever let them
see you fall. You are given such test by God, so that you will pick up your
life and do better. So, do it, be better!
I
have to admit, that I was once a part of the “Mean Girls” clique back in my
school days. I definitely know how all of these mean acts work. Their bitchy
reasons and answers to every mean acts of theirs. I know. I know this game so
damn well. I was once a bitchy cheerleader and a queen bee. And I believe that whatever
happened to me nowadays is what they call as ‘karma’. I remember crying in my
boy’s car earlier this year, admitting how I felt bad on everything that I have
done to other people before. Talking bad, backstabbing and stuffs like that.
Back then, it felt good making people miserable, as though it’s a satisfaction.
It’s like bringing people down makes me feel better about myself. I WAS WRONG. I cried out all of the
guilt that I have been keeping for so long. How could I be so blunt and stupid
and also so selfish to do so? I now know the feeling of my ‘bully victims’. I’m
sorry to everyone that I have done wrong to. I was so immature back then, and I
now realize how much pain it causes. I have fully changed, and moved on from
that phase, and I thank God for making me go through that phase in my younger
days rather than later.
Anyways,
I’m sure I’ll get another handful of bashes from those people who are going
against me after this post. My main intention for this post is to push
those (I know a few, and some are my really close friends) who have been
cyberbullied, backstabbed, abandoned, and such to stand up on their own feet
and soar to be better. Also, to
remind me of how strong I am. I have no intention in getting anyone a bad name,
at all.
Sorry
to tell all of you who will be graduating from high school soon that… your high
school drama doesn’t end in high school, there will still be people enjoying in
creating them after high school. What a pity.
To
those who have been going through backstabbing, cyberbullying in the form of
people saying you’re annoying, show-offs and such, I pray all the strength in
the world to be on our side as we can’t always please the society. Always. InsyaAllah, doa orang yang teraniaya akan
selalu dimakbulkan, Allah SWT will always be on our side, Aamiin aamiin
yaraabbal alaamiiinnn :)
Loves,
xx
Listening
to: Don’t Kick The Chair by Dia Frampton
feat. Kid Cudi
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