#131: Young Blood

Truth to be told, I am quite pessimistic for an optimist. I always have this positive mind set, but always expect the worst. I’m still trying to figure myself out, on why I often react in such a way. I came to a conclusion that, maybe, these fears of losing someone, something have put me in such shoes.

Being me, I actually expected my last semester as an Undergraduate Student would suck so much as my life always gets worse when it comes to the end of the year. But surprisingly, it’s the other way round. I am spending every day of this last semester, cherishing the little things that I have never imagine myself cherish. The smiles on each of my course mates, the crazy courage to make the first move on a guy, the laughter that crack my jaw every time I spend my time with my gang, the progress of my relationship with everybody, the look of my most favourite guy every time I admit that I miss him. Sounds as if I am leaving this whole life that I have, so dramatic. But, I guess with such career that I’m about to dive into, it sure feels like I’m leaving all these behind. I spend almost every day going out and just do nothing or simply just long talks with few of my closest friends from university. Such deep, meaningful and playful conversations that I believe have grown fonder of us. The days that I spend with my favourite guy are just pure intimate. All these are making it so hard for me to start over a new life of more serious commitments and crucial life decisions. I can’t believe that I am actually going to admit this, but… I don’t think I’m ready to grow up and leave all that childish playful jokes, midnight lepaks and drive arounds, madness screams and laughter, and also the crazy party life. I don’t want to grow up. I like this age. I am not ready to move on.

One of the craziest thing I wouldn’t forget that I actually did it was, the fact that once I actually rolled the car window down at a red traffic, screaming “PENIS” on top of my lung so many times. I actually got my head out from the car and did it. I… well, am going to miss this so much.

Life as a student is going to end, for like, forever. And this is most probably the saddest phase of my life. Dear everyone who is reading this, cherish your student life while you still can. Take chances, have the courage to do something that you never thought you would, dive yourself into madness, party yourself out; because this is the time.

Have a great day, everybody. I’m out for a round or maybe five rounds of teh tarik with my favourite people, singing my heart out to The Naked and Famous’ Young Blood while winding the window down. Cheers, this is to the student life J

Loves, xx

Listening to: Young Blood by The Naked and Famous

#124: That magic is making me blush!

Trump’s 21^st Surprise Birthday, The Bee Publika :)

I’ve developed this need to start blogging again because I know that my childhood and school friends read this. It’s apparently a way for them to keep up with the life around us, a way for them to catch up and see how I’m doing. But, there’s just too much to say, so I am just going to point out the stuffs that have happened until today.

• I am finally done with my internship as a Technical Support Engineer Trainee under Drilling Services with one of the best oil and gas service company; Baker Hughes Inc. And I gained so much experiences and also friends (of all ages). Such a golden exposure (I was given the opportunity to go to Labuan for a drilling training!). Was indeed the luckiest girl! I actually went back there a week after I’m done, for a quick lunch with the HR and Sara, and gave the department a short visit (because I have been missing them so much!). So grateful that we’re like a family in the department :)
• My 5^th semester just started :D Pretty rough in the beginning, but slowly coping up with all of the subjects, adjusting my (overly) love towards the oil and gas engineering industry back into geology. Repaired my relationships with people, friends around. So, I am currently doing good :)
• Started on my thesis or final year project (FYP) already! Decided to venture into the oil and gas field (of course), so took the opportunity to do a project based on well log analysis and petrophysics. It has always amazed me how a friend of mine in Baker Hughes interpret data petrophysically, and now I have the chance to! So, I am very excited to see where this is going to take me. Although, I had a down moment while doing my thesis proposal when there’s a few who totally psycho-ed me down, but hey I’m all good, yeap Tasya as always.
• Attended the Juniors’ Interaction Day with the 2^nd Years. I came as a 3^rd year senior buddy this time. How time flies, right? It still feels like it was just yesterday that I was in that hall, sitting as a 1^st year junior with my 3^rd year buddy; Kak Tety, and was amused by how she could achieved such high CGPA and be so successful in whatever she’s currently doing. And now, here I am, sitting and surrounded by my 1^st year juniors; Thevetia, Maziah, In, Ariff, Zariq and Afiq! And, that is exactly how they felt towards me now. I guess, all of my hard work is slowly paying off now, ahhh what a relieve, Alhamdulillah ;)
• Yes, that time of the year again! It’s the famous UM Law Mock Trial, yaaay! This year’s mock trial has a theme of “Gampang”, presenting few fresh and familiar faces. The most exciting part was when a friend of mine; Imran Osman is actually one of the casts! Overall, this year’s mock trial was good, not disappointing but a bit blunt compared to last year’s. Still prefer last year’s, but hey there’s always room for improvement right? I’m sure next year’s will be reaaaally good! Btw, good job, Team 2012! Can’t wait to attend next year’s. Shahrul Akmal, you’re gonna get me 10 tickets!!!
• Yeap, I also attended my first Majlis Anugerah Dekan :D Was so excited and felt so touched and grateful for it, especially when our Head of Department; Dr. Ng came and said that he is proud to have this much of students on the Dean’s List. He is forever such a sweetheart :’)
• We gave Trump a surprise birthday celebration (again) this year! I have to say that Trump is one very lucky guy as he always has this bunch of friends around him that will always appreciate him as a friend; always. Lucky boy! Thanks Siti and Ika for conducting such a cute celebration at The Bee, Publika :) Happy Birthday again, Zulhisyam Zaibuddin (you will forever be my favourite best friend ehehe). Later after that, I had my lepak session with my boys at Pelita Bangsar, oh God, how I’ve missed such late night sessions up til 5 in the morning. Haikal’s idea, as crazy as always!
• What else? Oh yes. I am shortlisted for the Conoco Phillips (an oil and gas company) Award/Reward/Scholarship! :D My dream is almost achieved, Syukur Alhamdulillah. I want (need) this so bad, I hope I’ll get to attend the Petroleum Geology workshop next week and get picked. This is such a huge deal for me, oh well, for me to have a much brighter future. So, please, insyaAllah, aamiiinnn :)
• I CUT MY HAIR SHORT BY THE WAY!  And met my former high school classmates for Jeyapriya’s 21^st Birthday Party in PJ. Ohh, Assuntarians get prettier as we aged ♥

I guess that’s all up until now? My life is pretty much like a puzzle in place right now. Yes, I am very content and happy with it. Have a great day ahead, readers!

Loves, xx

Listening to: Kiss by Carly Rae Jepsen

#123: Open up the dirty window;

This is dedicated to my seniors :)

I decided to attend this year’s seniors’ convocation. Why? I don’t really have a specific reason to it, but one of the many is that they’re my seniors! My only seniors that I’m (quite) close to, I mean I do not have other seniors to celebrate on, so, they are the ones I am going to celebrate! This is also my first time walking around the FESKUM (Festival Konvokesyen UM) Stalls, and I was there supporting my Geology mates’ stall (particularly 9^th College buddies’). Generally, everything was not bad at all. Pretty amused by how they have chairs and tables, so we can hang around and eat there itself.

Anyways, back to the convocation, I do not know why, but I felt so proud of all of my seniors that graduated! The looks on their faces, their family members’ faces… are just priceless! I am so excited to be one of them one day…… soon very soon!

Dear seniors, thanks for all the passed down reports, notes, oh well fieldwork reports mostly. They helped a lot like reaaaaally a lot! And ahhh KAM Reports especially (that was one of a hell report). Thanks for the advices on educational stuffs and also non-educational stuffs. Thanks for being good seniors. I hope all of you will be such amazing people like you guys already are, forever. I hope all of you will achieve your dreams. Congrats seniors! Congrats to all (especially those who are working for Petronas, Schlumberger, Exxonmobil and etc.) and also to those who continues with Master’s Degree (crazy tough!). HATS OFF, SENIORS! CONGRATULATIONS!

I am one lucky girl; I still have my favourite senior around to guide me (at least for 2 more semesters). He’s a great guy although he’s mean to me all the time (his favourite word to me is “yuck”) because I can punch him with words when I’m not okay. Yes, Salihin you are my favourite senior because you’re annoyingly nice and I can be a kid when I’m with you. So, I am going to shower you with a bunch of fish since you love underwater so much, (lol kidding, I mean flowers) on your graduation day and argue with you about mermaids (lol no mermaids argument, just kidding, again).

I have few of the best seniors ever, so I’m going to be the few best ones for my juniors too! ;)

Loves, xx

Listening to: Tongue Tied by Grouplove

#122: Well, I wish that I was a Fixer.

Punch me right in the face now. Lately, I’ve been so emotional with things (I cried over stupid things like thesis proposal because someone just played a psychology game with my mind, I’m such a weak creature…) and being emotionally weak isn’t my nature. So, yes I need someone to punch me in the face, in the stomach and tell me “Tasya, you are not you right now, so put yourself together, now!” Maybe this is due to my mixed and confused feelings towards certain things, people. My semester started off pretty bad. (Yeap here goes another semester opener post, yawn all you want but I am still writing one) As bad as “I would do anything to go back having internship for the rest of my life and not see some people that will mess my head with their stupid drama”. I was at my laziest state ever, and none of the subjects that I’m taking this semester amuse me. NONE. And I’m already like “… How on Earth will I ever survive this semester doing something that I dislike and with such annoying bunch around? (not everyone though, just a few)” Such a bad start that there’s this one point I actually felt like I was out of place. I still remember how I do not want to get up the first morning of class and how I do not want to eat anything because I was just not in the mood. I still remember how I felt so awkward with people I’ve known for 2 years around me. Where does all that crazy strange feelings came from? Why isn’t it as exciting as it was when I was in the first and second year? I actually thought I was losing the college fun. Such a depressing semester indeed; I thought.

And then a few weeks after that, everything started to be fine. Just fine, just in place. And it kills me because I can’t stop looking for the answers to my “What have I done to deserve such good things around me and stop all those depressions that I’ve been getting a few weeks ago?” questions. It’s not like I’m not grateful to be granted with such happiness, but I just want to know why me, why am I showered with such happiness. So in order to balance out whatever I’m feeling and getting (and also to show how grateful I am towards all these really good things that I’ve been getting), I thought I should share my piece of success and happiness with people around. I started to develop these motherly idiosyncrasies and started to give back my happiness in a form of helping people around. I said yes to being a buddy to a group of first year juniors and that actually made me realize how comforting it is to have people younger than you calling you “Kak” and act all really cute and young with you. I just had this feeling of the need to help or give back what I’ve gotten from my seniors to those younger ones. IT FELT REALLY GOOD. Now that I know more juniors, and helped more of them, it actually gave me this motherly or sisterly or caring sense in me which I think I’ve been lacking of all this while. So thank you juniors. You girls/guys are like my younger sisters/brothers.

Also, I’ve been getting all these sadness of people breaking up around me. My friends themselves. I am such a bad relationship advisor so I couldn’t help much and that frustrates me because all that I could do was just shower them with “Are you okay?” “Are you sad?” “Come on! Live life, and go with the flow, you’ll find someone along it someday. For now, stop being sad and have fun!” yes I did that being aware of how hard is it to be done. Whatever happened to them actually made me prepare for more heartbroken moments that I will go through in the future. So thanks to that too.

I am now more aware of things. Like, I know happiness doesn’t usually last. So, whatever that makes me happy right now, I am going to hold onto it until it breaks me. I am going to exaggerate my happiness because I can. I am going to be overly excited about my happiness although you will find me annoyingly repeating it all the time. Because, this happiness, it doesn’t come all the time. I know that one day, somebody else will take away this happiness from me and I will be heartbroken then. And I will annoyingly say that I’m sad all the time, and then I will be stronger, and then another happiness will come and then the cycle repeats, and I will be perfectly fine having a life with that kind of cycle. I am now accepting life in a better way.

By the way, I’m developing more love for my coursemates (because hey let’s be honest, we are all getting closer by day), so I really cannot imagine how things would end in 3 semesters time. Can we all just stop all the inside issues that we have with one another and just cherish these last 3 semesters that we have together? I know I am not all that good, nice or whatever, but those were the immature days. I apologize for my bluntness. I teared up during the recent seniors’ farewell listening to each of their speech, so I would want my tears in the future (during our farewell dinner) be tears of joy instead of regrets of not spending enough time with all of us.

For now, I am just going with the flow, see where this takes me. So, let’s stop being sad and live life as it is!

Loves, xx

Listening to: Take a Walk by Passion Pitt

#113: This is too good.

♥

God! It has been ages since I last update my blog. Seems like I’m losing the ability of transferring my anger, disappointment, happiness, excitement into this piece of thing called blog. I’m actually pretty glad that I can still remember what is it called as.. looking at my possibility of being diagnosed of Alzheimer stage 1 (okay that’s a joke) but really. I kept losing all of my stuffs; pendrive, memory card, clips, keys, BlackBerry!!, clothes, I mean seriously you name it! So, here I am decided to put this on my blog before I lose the memory of it (I really sounded like a grandmother now ehehh).

Last Saturday, a few of my Geology and Medic friends came out with the idea to have a Paintball Game (I actually totally forgot about it until a day before it -.- Yes, you may slap me now). So, we had 4 cars, convoyed all the way to Gombak, to Dusun Ali King Paintball. Me, Haikal, Hisye, Ain, Ikin, Luqman Keme, Nazmi, Ninie, Fiza, Adi, Afiq, Haziq, Am, Rani, Ogy, Hafiz and Ganyu! It was a sweet combination of UM Geology, Medic, Engineering, Media and also Philippines Arts Language students. My car mates are the best ohmygod I swear to god (HI I LOVE YOU GUYS!). I’m gonna be honest as I write this, I am actually enjoying making new friends and connections around UM, really (like how I made friends with other Handball and Netball girls). It feels so good to just mingle around and for once not care about what others would actually say about me.

So, we were divided into 2 Paintball Teams; Pendekar Mustar & Pendekar Laut (Laut, yeah I know right? Hahahaha!). My team was called Pendekar Mustar (blame Haikal for this please heh hehh) and my captain was yaaaa so predictable kan Haikal lah of course. The team mates (best ever please) are Ikin, Ninie, (Princess Top Model)Nazmi, Haziq, Adi and Afiq ♥ We had 4 games, each one has it’s own sore level I must say. I hate the one in the jungle the most, the place where I sprained my ankle (such a bad timing and place). The games were just so good I swear, despite of the bruises and injuries, I had so much fun that I can still jump around with my sprained ankle! :p

As usual, these people wouldn’t want to go back until we reached the next day (after 12am). So, we drove all the way from KL to Putrajaya for the Hot Air Balloon Festival. My car went back to UM to have bath and on our way to and fro was an epic madness (in a really good way)! I have never seen Hisye unleash his wild crazy side until that moment in the car. We got stuck in the traffic jam in Putrajaya for more than an hour with the car’s petrol being really low so turning on the air conditioner wasn’t an option that I actually wanted to cry so badly because I have a really low tolerance towards hot condition. Then the boys (Nazmi, Luqman & Hisye) started singing their hearts out, shaking the car into a really crazily hectic one. We arrived at the festival around 6+, so the weather was really nice and breezy, and we could see the hot air balloons being released one by one, it was so beautiful! :D Then we headed to Taman Warisan for our dinner after Nazmi made his Berita Sensasi video hahaha.

We continued the madness all the way back to KL. We went to Wangsa Walk for our midnight karaoke and bowling session! Seriously insane, but super fun. Rani’s car made me, Haikal, Hisye and Nazmi wait outside Wangsa Walk for more than an hour without any reason. But, it made me realized how much I love sitting around and just talk and joke over craps around. So many inside jokes, insane because I have never laughed that much (besides being with Pakka & Dayat of course). The karaoke session was (I do not know how many times I’m gonna say this madness, insane, crazy and other similar words) just so hilarious and maniac. Haikal, Hisye and Luqman is a crazy trio, they basically just scream at the mic instead of singing and Nazmi was such a singing diva, he was so good! :p We went back around 2+ in the morning, and my car mates got crazier that I and Haikal’s head formed a major headache -.- They then had a drink and I decided to go back early because my sprained ankle was really killing meh!

I’VE NEVER HAD IT THIS GOOD, GUYS. I mean seriously, thank you so much! We may only know each other for just awhile but it was so much fun! If I could kiss on the cheek of each of yours, I really would.

Loves, xx

Listening to: We Are Young by Fun

#112: Happiness hit her like a train on a track.

Rock Climbing!

You know the perks of doing something to overcome your fear? For instance, if you have a fear of height, and you go for bungee jumping or maybe rock climbing to overcome it. That feeling when you succeed in the war of going against the fear is just indescribably wonderful. Such a beautiful feeling.

I managed to reach the top in Rock Climbing despite of my slight of fear in height. I am this kick-ass goldstar girl that managed to overcome her fear *throws confetti and pats back* :D It all happened so last minute in a blink of an eye. Haikal texted me (mamat ni tak ajak tau, he gave me a statement to get ready and he’ll pick up -.-) and it took me awhile to brain it because he has never mention about it before and boooom he asked me to get ready for it. He is forever an unpredictable guy.

We made our way to Putrajaya Wall Climbing (with Haikal, Ain, Ikin and Nazmi), and met up with our senior; Affan there. Thank you so much Affan for the guide and training! It was an amazing experience ;) I just realized that I’m such a lazy pig that I refused to brain out my path to reach the top hahaha. I kept on shouting “Okay which rock should I step next guys?!!??” Well, not being a diva but I hate using my brain (that explains my bimbotic act at times).

I also succeed in becoming a ‘Belay’! (If in cheerleading context, a belay is like the base to the flyer. Comprendre?) and I got my hand a really badass blister due to belaying the fattyass Haikal (ohh I named him Gajah Gemok! Cuteeeee kan?!!? PLS SAY YESS!!!) I totally didn’t expect him to weigh that much okay, I actually floated up while belaying him -.- So heavy lah pls. And as usual he just had to take revenge on me, so he purposely let me fall abit while him belaying me. ME & HIM CAN NEVER STOP ARGUING. Drama betul tau.

OMFG, Nazmi is so cute okay! He went up halfway being so bising and he suddenly stopped halfway. I swear to God, we thought he cried. He refused to move or even nod his head for like 15 minutes. We got panicked and we quickly pulled him down. Was the funniest scene ever I swear!

We were there for like 7 hours! Craaaazy but it was fun. Then we headed to Taman Warisan for our super late lunch. OMG.. Taman Warisan Putrajaya brings back so much memories okay erkk!

Later at night, we headed out to IOI Mall Puchong. I swear, I have never imagined bringing my friends there.. I mean it has always been that only place where I could look really horrible wearing shorts and tshirt and not bump into anyone that I know of. So yaaaaa, we went there -.- and then we just lingered around town not knowing what to do. I bet you can guess who the driver was. (the only lunatic driver who goes on roundabout like nobody’s business; Haikal!). He kept on losing focus when I sit with him in the front, God knows why. But I somehow love screaming and panicking in his face hahahaha. We ended up having supper in William’s! :D And oh well he just had to pick on me non-stoply -.- I do not know to feel horrible or just adapt to it.. or I could use a punch on his face. HAHAHHA OKAY BRO.

I call him Gajah Gemok, pls!

Loves, xx

Listening to: Save Tonight by Eagle Eye Cherry

#109: UM Structural Geology Fieldwork Mentakab-Mersing :)

This is us by the beach; taking a break from the beach mapping (Y)

Another Geological Fieldwork! :D

Being all sunburnt as I type this is the worst feeling ever. Both Pure & Applied Geology 2^nd Year Degree Students of University of Malaya had our Structural Geology Fieldwork in Mentakab, Pahang and Mersing, Johor under Dr. Mus & and also our Japanese Lecturer; Dr. Massa for a week started from 26^th January 2012!

One word to describe it is definitely TIRING. I definitely did not get my Fieldwork Mojo at all (be it before, during or after!) I just can’t find that excitement anywhere in any ways -.- But, I had a good time with my course mates despite the inevitable drama and blazing sun. Some bonds got tighter, some got oh well.. just not good. Heartbroken moments conquered most of the time there. Disappointments mostly. But, who am I to whine about it eh?

Moving on, the 1^st day of Fieldwork, we stopped by the outcrops and sites in Pahang Darul Makmur. It was super tiring because our lecturer brought us to more than 4 sites in an evening, can you imagine the structures that we had to digest? + the historic tectonic events to be understood was haihh so ma fan! All I see was the same, look-a-like structures! I just cannot differentiate them :( It was so saddening. Adding to it, we only checked into our hotel at 8 in the night. But, thanks to Ieka’s friend’ Bad! He made our day when he picked us up in Mentakab and drove us to Temerloh to have Tom Yam for our dinner :D

The 2^nd day was pretty slow as we went to visit a few sites and then we continued the journey all the way to the South; to Mersing in Johor Darul Ta’zim! It took 5 freaking hours to reach there. I swear, I almost died of boredom (despite the boys singing along to some off-tune songs and those inside jokes between us the front seaters) as all I can see was just green trees and more of green trees T.T The roads to Mersing were horrible, it was so deep inside, that it took 5 hours out to the main North-South Highway!

Mersing was just so hot! The beach was so so. We were divided into a few groups to identify and complete a Structural Geology Map of Pantai Mersing! You know how horrible the feeling was? It was just too much :/

Food was okay. All thanks to Ieka’s friends (AGAIN) for treating us dinner on our first night in Mersing! Seafood by the beach ;) The next few nights were bonding session between the course mates during the dinner. Gotta say that I love the Girls Gossiping Session in the night in our room. And also my session with my boys, telling them about my feelings. So good to know that I have such great friends around! Loves!

The (forever inevitable) drama during the fieldwork got worse. I honestly did not want to pick sides, but, it was just so hard! I hate looking like a bitch, but in the end I lost everything. So, that was a big hit to me. I am really sad of the decisions made. I have never thought that it would end this way. But oh well, fate has decided isn’t it?

Loves, xx

Listening to: Colorado Sunrise by 3OH!3

#104: Geological Fieldwork; Eastern Peninsular of Malaysia :)

Geology Rocks :D

So, my blog has been really dead and dull. I have been soaking myself with piles of assignments and also tests. This semester really puts my patience on its maximum test, I swear to God. Looking back on how joyful my October was.. is really killing me because I don’t even have time to even chill in November. So hard to even breathe the air properly.

Anyways, so the 2^nd year degree students of Geology managed to complete our super long, draggy, tiring fieldwork in the Eastern Peninsular of Malaysia. Syukur Alhamdulillah, everything went pretty well and we are all safe from anything horrible (Except the super dark tanning session!) The area covered were Kemaman, Terengganu and also Kuantan, Pahang :)

The eastern states in Peninsular of Malaysia is beautiful! The food, the culture, the rocks (hahahaa), the sea, oh my ;) We covered the whole area of Kemaman to complete our Geological Map. Yes, we did a map of Kemaman, how cool is that? :p Best part was, my groupmates are incredibly amazing! Pakka (my bestfriend forever and ever), Anis (the funniest), Acap (the best group leader), Wanis & Karthy :) I’ve got some smart, dean’s list bunch yoooo :p And we even combined with Sya’s group (+ Hafiz, Arep, Sheeqal, Pinah and Jannah). We had the best journey ever despite the super long and tiring walk; covering the whole Kemaman area! Yes, we WALKED. WALKED. WALKED. And also hiked a hill! :O Such an achievement, so proud of all of us :D We even gained a few kg, thanks to all of the delicious Terengganu food; Satar and Keropok Lekor especially!

Despite of all the joy, something pretty horrible happened there. I, Sya and Alin got stalked and chased by this really scary-looking guy while walking back to our hotel after buying our dinner. It was such a bad experience, I almost died listening to my own fast-racing heartbeat. So uncivilised! Syukur Alhamdulillah, Trump managed to find us and helped us and also walked us through it. If he doesn’t appear right on time, I couldn’t imagine what would happen to us :/ I BBMed Pakka right after because we were all so traumatized and still shaking in our room. And he and Dayat just dropped everything off and came to us and well, waited til we fall asleep in our room :’) I couldn’t thank all of my bestfriends enough; really :* The best ever!

And ahh, a tribute paragraph for the best roommates in the world! The sexiest beasts ever; Alin, Sya, Ieka and Iqeen :* Our room was the only female room on the floor together with the rest of our male coursemates, neighbouring Trump, Betty, Sheeqal, Jim and Saba! The craziest ever I swear! Shoutings and screamings every night :p And our room had a few Girls-Gone-Wild and massive gossiping moments! We also took our bath without closing the bathroom door. We’re just weird like that hahahaha. I love you girls the most! I just wanna hug each of you so tight right now and spank those asses and grab those boobies like we always do in the room :*

Bimbo wiping rocks with Dettol Wipes! :p

See our Tanning Fest? :p

Our map!

So that is pretty much about it. It was so tiring!

Loves, xx

Listening to: Rock n Roll by Skrillex

#102: I have the tendency of getting very physical.

So, as you can figure; the post is about the most annoying guy who picks a fight with me 24/7 (without exaggeration I mind you please haahh!); Wan Neqhaikal’s 21^st Birthday :D

You know how they say to release all those bottled up anger, annoyance, revenge and all those that related, by well a little treat or gift on the birthday ;) Haikal picked fights with me over small matters and for someone who has such a low tolerance against it (and also someone who needs an anger management class); which is me.. things always flew out of the picture. People around us know that we cannot be put together in a group or nearby or else World War III will take place; which in fact, I still do not know why we’re always like that. We picked fights over “belanja a rootbeer” and “siapa lebih baik” and “how we wouldn’t wanna be in the same group” and “siapa patut pergi bayar dekat kaunter”.. Like OMG seriously over such stupid things.

Since this semester, Kal, Pakka and Trump are the closest to me compared to the rest of the boys, so I have to say that I still love him despite those stuffs that kill every single brain cell of mine. Maybe that’s what made us; US you know? So, tradadaaaa we pranked him a day before his birthday. Revenge is sweet, honey. It is.

2 types of Belacan. Kunyit. Tepung. Santan. Telur. Serbuk Kari. Lots of garam. + those bottled up anger and annoyance. Yikes? Definitely. He smelled so bad after that I just couldn’t stop laughing.

Before that? We definitely distracted him away with the help of our Medic friends (I love you people, thanks a lot!). A series of unfortunate events happened (which wasn’t a part of the plan!) – Hafiz borrowed his friend’s car and it broke down in the middle of the road & Ain’s car window dropped out. But the movie night out before that; healed all of them. Real Steel was such a great movie. I have always wanted to watch it hahahahaha ha ha ha kay.. Every bit of it was perfect. Anyways, yeah and we even managed to have breakfast together the next morning at Murni SS2. We went out the whole night til the next morning! Ugh, crazy and super fun. And after a long talk with Haikal, we decided to skip classes the next day and left Ain to go hihihii, loveyou Ain! :p

So, that is basically it? :)

Sorry for the mess, Kal. But you deserve it ♥ No, don’t thank me, I had enough of it when you wrap me in your damn sweater. HAHAHAHAHA ASS! HAVE FUN ;)

Loves, xx

Listening to: Moves Like Jagger by Maroon 5 feat. Christina Aguilera